What is here... (?)

So... forget minding what you must do... self!!!

The only way to be self honest... is not to forget what self-honesty is... in oneness and equality... lol

A way to deal with it ism to deal with whatever we must ...in the moment... and live moment after moment.

I come saying this... mostly for the strugle created by the compromises within work and schedules.

The procrastination --as mind act-- manifested extensively by design, that is what i accepted and allowed me to become -- but as presently it is in my control - as self control - and one must not be live as in past within the mind consciousness system as blamming what was lived and experienced when being birthed and rased as a mind consciousness system --" and what a mess!!!" those system are prone to, just look at drug addicts-- so... working my ass out, eliminating procrastination seems a break-through the mind barrier.

The directive principle to this situation... not broadening within i have here in my moments presently, is to go through work and standing up, but mainly do it from the starting point of expression, not regarding wonderings what might happen if i dont do it... as it will be fear of loss, as in fear of losing clients which is fear of losing self by not having money, and fear of not having love because of not having money...

so between doing the work as self expression... and looking closely in what i ever done clearly as self expression it ( looking at... from a self-honesty and oneness with-what-i-was-doing, perspective), there are some diferences, so for now will express with no thought, as much as possible, and see how goes self honesty within a required expression, but eventualy i will become what i see is my native self expression, as long as the starting points are equal and one, with the expression i did as a child when my mind system was not fully developed and infused.

Other points to look at will be how that expression suports this fucked up world we live in.
seems quite castrating point, and something that will supress expression, so in process, will
forgive as much i am able to pin point. But i am not willing to be limited to what my mind expressed as me in this world until now. That is not acceptable.

If i require support, i see dimentional help, and not yet being a portal, but there are other ways o comunicate interdimentionaly, where i can see me from dimentions, and direct me as what my mind might be manifesting... ultimately everyone will do this in self trust in the physical, for the physical is transcended when the mind is not present, and each one of us, as self has the hability to direct self as physical, manifested being.

Life directs
I am life.
I am one and equal with everything and everyone in existence.
I am not limited by the mind constructs.
I express.
I am the moment.
I am here.

A post about timeloops ... is next eventualy... as Self process takes place.
Timeloops wont be allowed.