Learn to read own body II

(Writen in April 2008 - Revised and PUBLISHED on 19 August 2008)

The specifics ... how it "works".

Manifestations of interdimentional mind consciouness systems constructs...

PAIN IN KNEE - Personaly... once i have a pain in my left knee... i see that in the moments before... i have allowed myself to express me according to EGO or consciousness... as a mind fuck... allowing me to express according to defend my EGO ... a simple "lol@someone" doesnt cause it... its a bit more sneaky than that... so... once i see I start to have similar pains... i see that i have in recent "times" allowed some behaviours and attitudes that defined me... and that only seek to defend the EGO... not who I am as life unlimited as expression.

LOWER LEGS - Hotness Redness And Infections

See "Learn to read own body III" post... it complements this present writing:

It is "also" is a ... simpton that ... I am not following programmed stuff in daily life - not doing it
MEaning... i thought i had something to do... but i procrastrinated... but instead of supressing (forgeting and forgetting that I have forgotten) i stay aware of "that" I wanted to do... manifesting in the background "in my mind"...

So... within me... it -> generates a friction of the mind consciousness system ... wanting to do/not doing... wanting to do/not doing ... wanting to do/not doing... It compounds as thoughts .. so much that body wont take no more memories of this thoughts...

Upon this compressing and compounding... "Guilt" cames up... as entrapment... as worrys, self judgdements... of ineficincy etc etc etc,...

So.. all that mind shit will dissipate... if it is still allowed... then Imediatly manifests, the release of that as that "illness".

BODY HEATING AS MIND-FUCK RELEASE DISSIPATION... ON OTHER HUMAN BEINGS

I noticed that also it in some beings... exteeeeensive!!!!!
A being I know "personaly", has "hotness" (LOL no.. real ºC hotness!!) in the whole body, after moments that he aparently has brainstorms.
He completely ... heats up... and starts to swet... rivers!! One can see the swet drops falling of his face...nose and his cloths wet. To the point, that he must go "out" (example, if he is on a bar) and take coat off, to cool down.... Amazing this guy. This happens to him like ... No Doctors ever here able to tell him what is going on with him. lol... how surprising ("nooot!")!!!

EYE LID TREMBLING
System construct manifested in eye lid... lack of self awareness 'here' - allowed pressure not stoping the thoughts that originate it.

After some weeks, monitoring it... i found it manifest more extensively when I alowed mannerisms ... see: http://www.desteni.co.za/forum/viewtopic.php?t=6721

Cool! to be aware... i had some SF on this already! Some already unfolding.
Thats "Cool"!


PIMPLES ON SHIN ---

Pimples -> Its Supressed anger...
Shin -> Shame i am IN

LOL... havent found this yet... just became clear as I just wrote this...!! :D

Ok... some legacy awareness on this manifestion:
Some specific situations became aware... A sister had it some years ago to... so.. maybe yes... PROCESS is started some years ago... BODY does not tolerate any more anger within... so after she ended up with her BF... in the next day... all pimples...!! hurt pride... etc etc,, the tipical of relationships... (LOL thats topic another post.. its already a draft)

My pimples I have them on base of nose and shin... Nose is base knowledge as the world is defines... so... I would say ... society fundamentals limitation... and shin... its my accpeted nature... as shame! sculpted from situations in teenage years, that made me became a angry . And THAT Anger became me... as my style and way of being... needing to look rough to be considered strong and stable... Out of fear of not being accepted... oh boy, oh boy, oh boy!!



Before process... health body events

Had kidneys sharp intense painsd !!!!!!! FUUUUUUUCK... I jumped! lol it hurted---
Like someone just pinched kidneys...inside... not in skin above it...

Interdimentionaly i came to know that... that acute pains are release.. body releasing memorys ... similar as crying... anyway; Being KIDneys... the affected point... SEE I was acting like... KIDding myself.... allowing me to manifest as behaviours that... not contribute to my self direction and expression witihn my life.

PINCHED PAIN ON SHOULDER

Yep... lol Had it in the right should lately April 2008... It Imediatly stoped... after going to structural resonance documents and take a look to what it relates ... and becoming aware of what points are due to do self forgiveness... so notes taken (on SF notebook text file)

Fears and anxietys also dissipate with SF
ANXIETY IS FEAR... as pain in solax prexus... just below chest and above belly... inside.

Also called movement (energetic remaining feelings) in solar plexus ... those pains and feeling,
will indicate a point that is being overcommed... In breath or by lacking some self-forgiveness
in some very specific but fulcral point... or... layer that is not yet within awareness on process.

My fingers hurt too... but thats because of too much cliking and typing... all day long... lol
I was not yet able to see what points in my life are contributing to this specificaly... althoug i have some suspitions... "LOL" In another topic/post... it will be expounded.